Sunday, October 25, 2026
Not exactly light work on five hours of sleep.
Change negotiations are absolute bullshit
I am 99% sure the insomnia comes from those lovely change negotiations, also known as layoff talks. This is probably the sixth round I have been in. Two different jobs, but still. I try to get everything necessary “ready” in case the boot hits my ass. I cannot do more than that. I have done every job without complaining. If the work ends, the Danes have decided the numbers are not good enough and people get handed to the unemployment office. That is business.
It was bad enough to wake LinkedIn from hibernation. Roope Garcia, come say hi. The more fun project was building a portfolio site from scratch. Have a look here.
Thursday, October 29, 2026
“Totally wasted.” The layoff talks have taken all the joy out of life. I sleep five hours, eat whatever, and the irritation does not stop. This is already the third day without the gym. So on average I only train three times a week now. Here are the pros and cons of this phase. The wind of change is blowing.
Friday-o-reno
I changed the site to use english. I can’t tolerate anything or anyone anymore, including you. Lately, finnish is irritating me like hell, so i want to give it up completely. We don’t need it. And it’s much more fun to say fuck than vittu. They are equal in meaning but in finnish it’s really hard word to use in your everyday language and choice of words, so fuck finnish…
Today may actually be my last day working at this Company. Our Change negotiations are going to end today, and we’ll get results next week. Hopefully monday.
No training today but major changes are coming. Currently i’m consuming 6 to 8 lungos per day. That’s a lot of caffeine. Like 500 mg i guess, at least. So that needs some tweaking. Also if i ever get back to the gym, i’ll start training later in the day. After two meals. I’ve tried them all. Full year with eating nothing before, and since then i’ll have oats and greek 3.5 % yogurt before training. Training in the morning fasted is the worst possible way. Don’t do it.
Saturday
Still feeling like hit. 2.30 is when i wake up. Days are really long. I have nothing else to say. Let’s see how things progress from here.
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